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Taking it Old School
So sit back and enjoy some Gwen archives from recent and the more distant past...
These two pictures show my love of ball gags. What can make me feel more submissive than having a ball gag stuffed in my mouth? I guess having a ball gag stuffed in my mouth while being hand cuffed.
Although known as Rubber Dynasty, those close to me know that even though I am a latex fetishist, I am also into nylon and leather as well. I did not always have such an extravagant latex collection nor was it my introduction to the fetish lifestyle. My original passion was strictly about bondage and the Dom/Sub relationship. Although I have a tremendous passion for rubber, my interests in fetish related deviations are not bound by it.
So I guess wether it's latex, spandex, leather or nylon, what I truly enjoy about bondage is the mental tête-à-tête, the relationship between the participants.
XOXO
Gwen
Shooting versus updating and the ongoing saga.
Once you slack off it is hard to go back but just because I have been lacking in my communication for way to long I realize there is no time like the present. I have mildly disappeared from the radar before but I promise I will continue to give my best effort to not do it again. The good news is that I do not leave the scene when I am not blogging or updating my free site, I just become more enveloped by it. During this time I have been active in learning the business, web mastering, editing and certainly shooting more dynamic content. I have been buying lots and lots of latex and bondage equipment, all in preparation for the day that my personal membership site can actually launch. I love to shoot content because what I shoot is real and never staged. It makes my work time my play time most often.
I have also been developing my other site concepts which I will discuss further at another time - none of which are currently as exciting for me as my wonderful discovery of 9 months ago; that being Rubber Necro (www.RubberNecro.com). She has really come along under my close watch and training so I have decided to devolop her own website. She will of course continue to submit to me and be under my close direction. Here are some hot off the press promotional photos of Necro shot at the Broken Door Studio in Los Angeles by Michael of Surgeon Studios fame (www.SurgeonStudios.com).
I will be back with more information about the status of everything very soon.
XOXO
Gwen
Halloween Bondage Ball Ghost of Past, Present & Future
Unlike Scrooge, I love Holidays and Halloween tops the list for me as my favorite. It is spooky, offbeat and keeps women scurrying about in sluttly little outfits; what could be better than that? In light of this, I will be out this Halloween at the Bondage Ball in Los Angeles on Friday, October 31st. (www.bondageball.com)
Halloween may be the night for goblins and ghosts, but you may feel otherwise after visiting me in the RUBBER ROOM. The Halloween Bondage Ball offers you this exclusive opportunity to get up close and personal with "Gwen and her rubber clad Vixens." The tricks are your treat when you get served up in a VAC BED (www.vacbed.com) It will not be long before you are blind, sealed and delivered into fetish bliss or fright filled anxiety.
Have some stimulation with your scare, tight with your fright and a tease with that squeeze. My friends and I will be sure to glide and ride all over you to make your immobile situation all the more frustrating. Once in the clutches of my latex cocoon you will be able to do nothing but ponder your torment on this Hallows Eve. You may attempt to pass by or merely watch the spectacle if you choose. However, beware should you choose to submit. You will soon be transformed by the wicked minds of the RUBBER ROOM.
Here are some of my favorite pictures of Halloween's Past...
Gwen as Latex Bo Peep and at the 2007 Bondage Ball with Emily Marilyn (www.emilymarilyn.com) 
2007 Bondage Ball with January Seraph (www.JanuarySeraph.com) and an intimate moment with Rubber Gal. 
Hanging out with some killer latex clad vixens Halloween 2006 (Gwen, Ancilia Tila (www.ancillatilia.com), Crystal and Rubber Gal)
Happy Halloween!!
XOXO
Gwen
You Bring out the Gimp In Me
Well, once again it has been a long time since I have been able to get back here to update my blog. Shooting fetish porn and living the life of a rubber goddess sure can be challenging. My membership site plans are taking longer then expected. It always seems to be this way and I have been so busy lately that I often find myself fantasizing about some type of escape from it all. One of my most common fantasies has been to be captured, encased, gagged, stuffed and otherwise shut off from the world in layers of rubber or even leather. What a vacation from stress it would be to just be an imprisoned sex slave; isolated away from any other focus but servitude and punishment.
Just the other night I was reminded of this fantasy while searching for a decent movie to watch. I was hoping to zone out and relax when I came across a repeat showing of "Pulp Fiction." I have always loved this movie for many reasons, but specifically the outlandish characters and crazy story line. In my opinion, it is true genius the way this whole movie plays out. It is as if all the bizarre and unusual things going on through the course of the film are regular everyday occurrences. That is one of the reasons Quentin Tarantino is a favorite film maker of mine. He seems to make that happen so effortlessly and since I myself am a bizarre character, I am obviously a big fan of his work. I do not know if Quentin is a rubber and bondage fetishist but he certainly seems know how to cater to those who are. I usually enjoy those things that are a bit taboo and he obviously has a unique character himself.
Getting back to the purpose of this topic, it has always been hard to ignore the famous scene where Bruce Willis and Ving Rhames are abducted and introduced into a bizarre world they had no desire to ever enter. I have always had a bit of a silent chuckle with myself when the command is given to "bring out the Gimp" and the leather clad slave is released from his resting quarters (a wooden crate with a cage inside), only to be dragged out for display amongst the other two captives. Is it weird? Yes, it is. Do normal people seem to be shocked by it? Yes, they do. Does the idea of being a gimp turn me on? Yes, it sure does; thus the reason I laugh to myself every time I see this part of the film.
I found an interesting topic of discussion. I forget where I stumbled across this, but the author posed a very good question:
"I have a bit of an argument here guys and I need your opinion, The Gimp in Pulp Fiction, Is he:
- A willing participant
- A previously captured prisoner who is being trained and now enjoys the treatment
- A captor who actually wants to escape but is obediently waiting for the right time?"
Yet Another Victim Has Been Secured
My new DP, Kevin Bean, handled the test shoot for me. I am excited to bring her back and get a chance at this tall beauty. Stay tuned for more of Pippi (I mean Zena) in the near future.
XOXO
Gwen
The Training of Rubber Elle
With my sturdy crop close at hand, Mistress Rubber Elle took Slave D through a rigorous set of trials. He lesson began by crawling at his Mistress' heels as he made his way to the station he would be bound to for hours to come. After securing his hands, he was gagged and bound in place. Mistress Rubber Elle made good use of the thigh restraints but there was still too much mobility and freedom being afforded to Slave D, in my opinion (and what other opinion would matter?). Elle then connected his ankles with sturdy ankle cuffs and chains but I was still unsatisfied with his level of free movement. After a thorough flogging, it was decided that he needed to be secured further.
No sooner then the second the words left my mouth did her deviant mind get fast to work. She grabbed a piece of rope, bright pink for that extra humiliating touch, and began to tie up his ample girth of an erect cock. She then tied the ends of the rope securely to the floor and began to whip and tease him mercilessly. I did not need to say much from there.
You can see how proud I was of Rubber Elle above. She made a lot of progress and is very excited to learn more from me. Slave D may be in for more than he bargained for when signing up for this job. He might consider himself not so lucky should he be the one chosen as the victim of training for the second installment of Mistress Rubber Elle's next Dom lesson.
I could not resist a quick tug on the pretty pink rope Elle had fashioned. Just wanted to make sure Slave D was standing at attention, if you know what I mean.
XOXO
Gwen
Fetish Training or Horror Flick?
I have a sense of relief. I have never had a trainee such as Rubber Slut Necro. Her introductory examination and mind sweep is complete, for now anyway. Success seems to be in hand. On Sunday night I was able to release her from her bondage and reward her with my strap on cock. I stroked the inside of her juicy pussy until she had an overdue orgasm. She seemed spent. I know I was exhausted.
I cannot help but feel there is more trouble coming from this one right around the corner. Some newbies are more difficult then others, of course. Some are recruited, some are hand picked right from the local scene and others are chosen from a laundry list of applicants. The most interesting kind is those unsuspecting ones that fall into my lap through chance meetings. These are people that are curious but not really into the scene nor do they have any experience with rubber fetish or BDSM. Concerning my rubber slut Necro, formerly known as Mistress Necrophilia (her self titled aka but no longer), she seemed to fit this category. I now believe that I have been duped. I should know better when a little sex muffin like Necro seems to just fall out of the sky, landing right at my door step. It is apparent to me now that this corpse loving Goth girl got here by her own design and not by chance. This conniving little slut is a dominant female by nature and her personality profile slipped right past me. Is it because I was too caught up by her sexy curves and innocent "who me" attitude? Maybe I was just too eager to get her under my control that I ignored my standard protocol? Maybe it is all of those reasons, but let me back up a bit and explain the events that led me to this conclusion.
During the individual five days of Necro's stay, there were moments when it seemed much more like we were filming scenes for a horror flick. In many horror films an innocent person might be bound to a chair or something like that; the location a wet and seedy basement or an over lit and sterile laboratory. The victims are probably being subjected to unimaginable torments that would make most onlookers look away. All of the things being done to them are against their will and for the personal enjoyment of another. That seems to be the typical formula. You might ask what the differences were between a horror film and my sessions with Necro. First and foremost, she is not dead. Let's get that out there. More importantly, Necro was the person bound to the table and not by her own choice. I guess we lose some of the effect of the helpless victim initially when you know we are not going to kill her off. The truth is she was a willing participant to her subjugation simply by her request to serve me. It is a requirement that a trainee releases control over to me as evidence of their submission. Once committed, her ability to control her fate was over. Her subsequent actions and unrelenting desire to resist my commands were the reasons things got so elevated. It is her defiance that took things to the point that the crew was feeling a bit shy, if not sorry for the little slut. They seemed a bit squeamish at times. This is where they possibly experienced moments of horror type film making. I knew what I was doing and so did Necro. It is those outside of the fetish and BDSM world that find it difficult to find the difference. In my dominant world, my "sub" is expected to get into the correct head space, say the right things and/or do the right things, as I command. If done properly, then the punishment and torment does not have to reach excessive levels. I make it very clear while in session what I expect and require. Necro understood this but defied and challenged my will to take her torment to levels beyond the norm. I do have a tendency to make my slaves suffer for my personal entertainment but not to this extreme. It is apparent that she wanted to show me that her mind was stronger than my own and that I could not break her.
I had previously advised my trainee, code name "Rubber Slut Necro", that she would be continuing her training on Thursday night past and that I wanted to be done with it that night. She has a tendency to be late and casual about her appointments which is another issue I need to tend to... but that is for another time. Lucky for her she arrived on time for once, which saved her sweet little ass from a beating. My patience has been tested more then enough by this one already. She prances around like some hot little princess in between sessions. I think she is trying to send me messages that she is unaffected. I could not wait to snap her arrogance like a twig. I knew her rubber fetish slave training needed to be turned up a notch or two, but not 10 notches! Indeed, she was a hard one to break, which is what this scheduled session was all about for me. I must admit, I did enjoy her defiance and resistant behavior but it does get old after awhile. I am not here to play games unless they are games that I design. I had learned from day 1 and 2 that I needed to turn up my wicked meter if I wanted to tame this slut. Her exam period had expired and gone much longer then should be necessary. I made plans to repeat some of her torments with more intensity and added a few new inspections to increase the humiliation factor.
Anyways, we had a lot of ground to cover after being two days deep into this session of a "newbie in training". A trainee should never be given too much free time anyways. In the early stages, when they are not completely programmed, it can be too easy for them to forget their place. To prove how difficult Necro is and was, Thursday was supposed to be the last day of examination and introductory training for her. It turned out that I was way off on my estimation. I could not wrap things up with her until deep into Sunday night. I remember thinking at times, "Is this rubber sub slut a machine or what"? I wondered why she approached me to become one of my submissive sluts in the first place. It took me some time (days obviously) but then I think I finally figured it out. Necro is such a dominant personality that she gets off on the torment, the probing, the humiliation and subjugation because she is trying to top me from the bottom. She is trying to be in control. She likes to challenge me or frustrate me, pushing me further and further to break her. She really enjoys fighting me until it gets to the point where she has to relinquish control of herself to me. When she truly has nothing left to fight me with, then she gives in and it is real. She wants me to force her to the point of exhaustion and devoid of fight or resistance. Then and only then is she truly BROKEN. It would seem that might only be until she gets her energy back up. In reflection, I think this is just so damn erotic and sexy. Trying to top me from the bottom? Wow, that is yummy! I could eat her all up right now it turns me on so much. She is now a potential candidate for an eventual Mistress/Dom position once I am done training her. What a great assistant she might become!
So, now I know. This submissive in training is really a dom in training. She has decided to learn my methods from first hand experience. Submitting to me does not seem to be her main purpose or goal. That is fine. Testing my responses to her endless resistance was more for her education then for my benefit. My conclusion is that this devious little slut has had an agenda that far exceeds the desire to serve me. It is no wonder that she was not easily programmed. An initial training session, examination, inspection and profiling should take only one day. Necro and her defiance caused me to take it to five separate days of work including three over night stays chained to the exam table. Even I find that hard to believe but it is true. I have a feeling that all of the "bugs" have not been worked out as of yet. Much more defiance to come and I am looking forward to it. I am sure some corporal punishment, extreme torment, humiliation training, mind sweeping and strict bondage will continue to be par for the course. I am up to the challenge and actually excited to make Necro pay for her hidden agenda. This should have been disclosed in our initial interview so I am very eager to make her regret her attempted manipulation of yours truly. If she wants to learn how to be wield the power and control of a dominant female, so be it. I am happy to teach her what a real Mistress does to her unruly, manipulative and deceitful slaves. I welcome the opportunity to show her how it is done, literally... from the ground up. I am thinking of Necro suspended upside down, hands bound behind her back, o-ring gagged and forced to tongue bathe the bottoms of my boots right after I walk through some mud. That might be a good start. My little bitch in heat... you asked for it, you got it!
The good news for my future pay site members is that the days of sessions and training have all been captured on film and photos. I have reviewed the footage and realized these things now that I did not grasp in the heat of the moment. What I had to do to Necro was very frustrating but very pleasing at the same time. It really was interesting and now I am very excited for the future. Now maybe you can see what I meant by making a comparison between a horror flick and breaking Necro down. I may have sampled a few pages right out of the best, or worst deviant horror films but at least we are able to bring Necro back for another episode. Just review the sample photos and judge the "horror" for yourself.
XOXO
Gwen
Did Somebody Call Doctor Dynasty?
I had really prepared for her arrival and had more evil devices than time to use them all. As any good medical session must, we started out with some internal cleansing. Necro now understands the true meaning of "full." This was followed by a thorough oral examination while secured in the gyno chair/medical exam table. After some initial probing, I initiated some electro stimulation, put her through her paces and started feeling a bit wicked. That is when my fun really started for me and any chance for hers ended. As I know that my Sub Slut Necro is very ticklish, I planted two circular pads on each foot and secured them tightly in plastic wrap. I captured the results on video so will share with you soon enough on the members site. I could not wipe the sadistic smile off my face the rest of the day. Necro went from laughing uncontrollably to bucking like a wild bronco.
A third set of electro pads was placed one on each inner thigh just close enough to her most sensitive parts to send her into spasms of pain and pleasure. I was also sure to give her some much needed dildo suck training. We certainly will need her to be good at that. It was all just the beginning of a very long examination for Necro. For a first timer and new experiences thrown her way, she handled herself quite nice under my strict control. It was not very difficult to wipe away her defiant demeanor but her verbal skills and demeanor need more work. I can help her understand the meaning of being helpless, but there is an under current that I have not quite figured out yet. She is certainly a pleasure to be had by all but this one was all mine that day. Only I knew what was in store for her around every twist and turn but almost everything was a first for her. Necro did not know that she was going to learn all about breath play, human waste consumption, gag reflex training, internal cleansing or cavity stretching. However, she now knows that she had better be ready for anything because it is coming whether she likes it or not. I have decided there is so much more that I need to research with this one that I am going to bring her back tomorrow. She has so much potential but I need to investigate how much further we can take her training. Stay tuned for more on Part 2 of the examination and training of Rubber Slut Necrophilia.
XOXO
Gwen
Rubber, Rubber, and more Rubber for July 4th
I was so excited to have two of my new Rubberized Sluts come over and submit to my dressing expertise for this year's 4th of July event. After getting them a little loosened up, we went to my fetish closet and found perfect outfits that were befitting of their beauty. Karina Kay's body looked amazing once sheathed in a long transparent House of Wears skirt that was so classy on her perfectly shaped ass. We topped it off with a black halter and a hood by Latex Nemesis (LatexNemesis.com) with a clear face which made her resemble Snow White's Wicked Stepmother.
Rubber Slut Necrophillia was out for an extended medical training session we had scheduled for the weekend (you'll be hearing about that in my next blog - be "patient!") I rummaged deep into the abyss of my fetish closet and found a perfect Westward Bound Dress with black stockings for her. I have to get some new hoods made for Necro as mine are a bit too big. Her outfit looked great and hugged every inch of her curves. I really love her strong personality. She carries such a sexy air of defiance; it makes it all the more enjoyable to break her down when I play with her. Her escort, Duncan, also looked wicked I have to say; although I can't take credit for dressing him.
Overall I have to say the party was a success. There are a few moments more memorable than others:
1. The mystery girl in pink dress. Who was she? Malice? I can't remember what she said her name was. Maybe I was too mesmerized by those gorgeous eyes, figure or awesome tattoos?
2. Getting matching hickeys on my boobs from the always naughty, always gorgeous January Seraph (www.JanuarySeraph.com).
3. Meeting Demitri the "skateboarder" who was there with his friends just people watching and checking out the scene. I know some people prefer to keep it to "our" kind but I really thought it was cool that he was venturing out to experience something different and was so open to it.
4. Hanging out with Simon Blaise and learning more about his brand of family aka his "House."
5. Getting to know Kevin who I am sure will become a more integral part of my team for his personality, overall knowledge, and BDSM skills.
6. The smile on the glitter girl. I don't know who she is but not only did her smile leave a lasting impression, I have been cleaning glitter off my latex for days now.
7. Realizing that my face was hanging on everyone's neck. I have to admit I was confused early in the evening when someone came up to me and said "Your That Girl." It didn't take long for me to figure it out as it was a recurring theme the rest of the evening. My picture was on every VIP pass and Photo Pass handed out. I was flattered that Courtney deemed me worthy to be the face of the event. It was fun for me as people made the connection in their head.
To see anymore you would have had to take my advice and joined me at the Bondage Ball. Well there is always next time for you....
XOXO
Gwen
Firecrackers and Bondage
XOXO
Gwen
Meet my new friend Necrophillia
I met Necrophillia down at Xile in the OC several months ago and it took a while to convince her to come out to my neck of the woods. Apparently she was worried I was a serial killer - although one might think she would have liked that. In the end, her curiosity to experience latex and bondage won out. Yes, she was a latex virgin and it was very exciting for me to pop her cherry.
I was able to satisfy one of her fantasies of being a nun forced to submit to all sorts of torments as she knelt in worship of me. I have to say - for a newbie she didn't miss a beat and was soon bathing my latex clad body with her tongue in servitude.
Just to be sure, I will have all this for you and more on the new site I am working on. It has taken a little longer than I originally thought but I am close and you will know before anyone when the time is at hand. In the meantime, here are a few more pictures of Necrophillia for your viewing pleasure.
XOXO
Gwen
Heavy Rubber in Oakland
I am back to playing catch up now with updating my blog with my latex adventures. Some of you may have already seen the results of last month's trip to SF and some unlucky ones may still be chomping at the bit. I have to say it was one of the most latex intense trips I have had. Mark from Serious Bondage/Serious Images accompanied me to a very discreet custom built dungeon in the Oakland area. Upon arrival, Gumbi Guy was waiting for me in some bizarre rubber ensemble. I must say his collection is to die for. He was all dressed up and ready to go. That certainly pleased me but had little effect concerning what deviant actions I had in mind for him. This eager sub-male was so anxious and ready to please me. He had set out a variety of torment tools that I would be able to choose from before I had even got there. Good boy, Gumbi! It was obvious how excited he had become at the thought of my arrival. Mark knew all to well that I could get out all of my frustrations from traveling by putting Gumbi through the ringer, so to speak. He was all to willing to chronicle the day's worth of heavy latex play that was about to go down.
Speaking of that, I am working on an in depth account of the trip which will hopefully be featured in an upcoming issue of one of my favorite Fetish Magazines. I am not sure if I can divulge which publication, so let's just say it shall remain a Secret for the time being. Anyway, here are a few juicy pictures to get you salivating...
The above set was my favorite. It was a special moment when the camera and everyone else blurred into the background and it was just my victim and I. We fed off each other and the more reaction and emotions I was getting from Gumbi... the more I got into my Dom head space. The session ran hot and high on intensity. It was a really deep and dark session for me. I loved it. So therapeutic and cleansing!
The pictures depicted above show what was by far Mark's favorite (www.SeriousImages.com) set. The extreme pressure of the inflatable suit combined with the Bondage Chairs immobilization looked amazing. The secure harnessing with leather belt straps had to be a sensational and unimaginable experience. Gumbi had been converted into an air balloon from head to toe. One of the coolest things that you do not see here but can see in the video and picture series is that there are spiked inserts under his feet. Ouch!
I am not sure how either of us could leave out this beauty. This sleep sac was fully lined with small spikes throughout the interior. Can you even imagine being inside let alone being able to own gear like this? As for what lies under the rectangle box, that is for you to fantasize about for now... stay tuned in.
XOXO
Gwen
Latex Bliss
Before I get into the typical psycho babble of how much I love shooting with my friends, I should make mention of just how fucking sexy January Seraph is. I am sure you must agree after looking at her website as well as what I have enclosed here. Sorry to be so forward about my lust for January but I just had to get that out there. She is smokin' hot and can deliver the goods on camera just as well. I am indeed very lucky to have such great kinky friends to work with and yes, I love my job! I will let you be the judge of how well we work together and tease you with a few pictures:
Before the first shoot began, I had prepped her cage and brought down a tray full of gags. I picked one of the most wicked gags available and strapped it on January's face. The gag has a rubber stopper that when removed lets her built up drool flow down her chin. I then made sure to spread it liberally over her body. My good buddy Steen was snapping pics and Smutty was cranking the video cam but I am sure I had the best job of the day.
For the second shoot, I made January wear my all black hood from Latex Nemesis (www.LatexNemesis.com). It fit her like a glove and it reminded me how much a well fitting hood can accentuate the female face. Her head looked good enough to lick like a lollipop. I hadn't seen her in a hood before and was taken aback when she came out adorned in nothing but the tight fitting black hood. Her lips and eyes popped like I hadn't seen them before and she looked delicious. Damn I love a woman in a hood! I got really into this scene once her wrists and ankles were secured to all four corners of the bed. Her beautiful naked body was all out on display just for me. My deviant mind was racing. You can get an idea of where it went from there or you can see more of this session very soon by joining my membership site. It should be up and running by the end of May so please stay tuned.
XOXO
Gwen
Fetish Overload in San Fransisco - Part 2 (SF Fetish Ball Saturday thru Monday night)
As promised, here is Part 2 of my San Francisco Fetish Ball Weekend. If you need to catch up with Part 1 of my trip then scroll down or click here (http://blog.rubberdynasty.com). So where did we leave off on Part 1? I think I was all rubberized and glowing from a triple-double of shooting with two gorgeous fetish sluts on Saturday afternoon. I was pretty "done" at this point but the day was now closing in on the main event of the weekend. Even though the sessions had produced some great fetish porn we were all ready to fall down from exhaustion and hunger. January Seraph (www.JanuarySeraph.com) took off for her hotel and Utawna and I headed out to put some "groceries down our necks". I heard that recently and cannot stop using it wherever I can. Seriously though, Utawna ordered her weight in steak and since I am a vegetarian I opted for something green. It should have been a given afterward; just head back and get ready. Of course, we pushed it and chose to take a quick nap instead. We spooned together for what was supposed to be a short siesta.
My alarm went off at 10:30 which seemed like 5 minutes later. It wa actually over an hour which made me late. I sprang from bed half asleep. There was no lack of effort to wake my slumbering muse, but I could not get Utawna to get her little ass up. I decided to get ready and then try her again later. I quickly dropped my plans of wearing an elaborate rubber outfit that I had been salivating over for months. I could not bother with that now. After a round of latex “speed” dressing (rehashing my outfit from my last photo shoot earlier in the day) I tried once again to rouse the sleeping Utawna. That was another wasted effort. Yes, I was pissed off at my little slut slave. She was not adhering to my policy. After a round of curse wordsI stormed off to find a cab on my own. Needless to say, I arrived a bit late to the event. I missed seeing my friend Gumbi Guy pulling a pony cart in the front doors. I missed most of the shows and quite honestly, I missed the real meat of the party. The good thing that happened is that for once I was wise enough to not pout over it. I was eager to reclaim the evening so I ended up having a great time by way of some mood enhancement. After sucking down a few gin and tonics the evening was more about how it used to be. Not so very long ago, I went to parties for myself, not as Rubber Dynasty. Back then I was strictly focused on my fun and the moment. This evening was like that. I did not worry about anything but sharing my passion for rubber, bondage, bizarre scenes and kinky people. There were plenty of other like minded freaks doing the same I think.
I stayed until they kicked me out; dancing, drinking and enjoying all the hot latex clad boys and girls at the event. Some of my favorite female beauties were January Seraph and Satine Phoenix, who nibbled on my nipples for a brief interlude. Another great impression was left by Kim from Club Rub and Hood Lovers (www.HoodLovers.com). Her custom latex outfit and hood were to die for. The theme was “Queen of Spades” and it fit her like a glove. Way hot! All in all it was well worth the effort to drag myself up and out that night. Sunday morning was coming sooner then later. It was going to be another full 15 rounds of shooting content for my members site. I would need all the rest I could get. Mark had booked a full day of shooting so I called it quits around 3:00 AM and headed back to base camp. A quick town car trip later and I was in bed all snug and cozy again, dreaming of things to come.
As I struggled to open my eyes that morning, Utawna was a bundle of energy from sleeping all night and missing the event. She wanted to know why I did not try harder to wake her up. I would make a mental note to self, "smack the sh*% out of her later when the little slut is helpless". We grabbed a quick breakfast and some energy drinks and headed over to Edge Studios. We were scheduled to be there at noon for some down and dirty shooting. Now you need to remember at this point that Utawna is a newbie and has only shot with me but a handful of times. Despite that fact, I can tell you she rocked it on this shoot like a pro. She was a bundle of sexual energy and excitement. She looked sexy as all hell too. I think the environment and kinky people were rubbing off (no pun intended) on her. We did three scenes together and then I bowed out while she did a solo set. I rested my weary legs perched on the sidelines, enjoying the view from my directors chair. Mark had some new dungeon furniture on loan to us for the shoot by way of Wycked Synsations (www.wyckedsynsations.com). Utawna got worked over on this equipment. A gorgeous wax play bondage table, a floor spanking restraint and the Legend Tower were all put to good use. She got her limbs stretched, ass spanked, pussy pumped and penetrated well before getting pump fucked for seemingly hours by a high speed fucking machine. We ended the shoot at 9:30PM and her flight left for home at 10:40PM. She said her goodbye's and rushed to the airport with a big smile plastered across her face. Another one converted. A job well done.
Monday, I was set to be at Edge Studio at 4:00 but ended up being greedy and fitting in a not so quick bondage shoot at Mark’s. I had signed up for more then i bargained for, being worked over from spending hours inside the deck cell yanking on my locks and chains hoping to find freedom. After an hour or so of that the deck cell door was removed but instead of being let out I was rinsed down with water and left to simmer for another hour. I guess that was my punishment for whining to much to be let out. How the heck could anybody even understand me through that big red ball gag in my mouth? Good times were had either way. The deck cell session ended up being my favorite shoot of the trip. No glossy set, no high tech lighting. It was just raw and as real as it gets. That is when I am turned on the most. I also got to perform as a submissive, which is rare these days. I do recognize that it means I am probably a pretty damn good Dom/Top. I take that as a compliment from those I often work with. There seems to be a shortage of capable and qualified tops compared to the number of submissive girls available. That being said, I am a switch hitter (in more ways then one) so I need to flex my submissive side more often then I am allowed to lately. Spending all that time chained and locked in the ground allowed me to stretch as much as I wanted. I was not going anywhere. It was really a lot more frightening then I had anticipated but I enjoyed every minute of it at the same time. Here are some pics from my time in the deck cell:
I got to Edge Studio at about 5:30, obviously I was late. I was bummed out that I missed out on the first shoot of the evening. I got a bit discouraged and was almost ready to head back to LA since I was so beat (not in a good way). Luckily Mark and Gumbi Guy begged me to stay and shoot another set. I had been trying to meet up with Gumbi Guy to torment him again for awhile now. He is a willing submissive and a true rubberist at his core. That being taken into consideration, the offer was to good to pass up. I rallied my energy and enthusiasm and stayed on. We shot a very cool set with this one off DeMask inflatable sleep sack. He donned some fabulous latex gear and then slid into the sleep sack, which had these outrageous outward facing arm sleeves. These attachments allowed me to attend to my victim without actually making any physical contact with him. I called it the contamination sleep sack for filthy male pigs. Nice, huh? It was well inflated around his body but it also had a round opening in the cock region. That left him well exposed for some CBT action. I had a lot of fun with this new toy and you can actually see the ensuing video on Mark’s new site right now. Just visit Serious Images by clicking the link that follows: (www.SeriousImages.com).
So to wrap it up, I love SF and their brand of kink. I look forward to the 2009 Fetish Ball and hope it won’t be delayed until 2010 this time. I also will try to go up earlier next year and shoot before hand so I can spend more PLAY time during the event. I need to hit all the after hour parties next time. i hear that is where all the hardcore action goes down. In the meantime, I am headed up to SF this very evening for a two day shoot and looking forward to seeing some of my kinky friends and making lots of new ones.
XOXO
Gwen
Rubber & Bondage Take Out
It was a strange day not so long ago in San Francisco. I was driving around in full fetish costume with my slave of the day (www.AskSubmissann.com) . She was positioned next to me in Mark's car awaiting transport to an undisclosed destination. This was going to be where we put ourselves on public display. I had her well suited in latex and locked her up in a bondage fiddle from Rigid Cuffs, (www.Cuff24.com). It was like I was on this bizarre trip where I just hopped in the car, as casual as ever, to go grab some Fast Fetish Take Out, no big deal right? I imagined driving up to the order window shouting my order, "I'll have one order of Bondage Belts with double Discipline Nipple Clamps... oh, and make sure you throw in a side of Lycra Hoods. My friend here will take a large Ball Gag and an Inflatable anal Plug... Uh, yes... you can super size that,", just some food for thought. I am just waiting for the day that I can get all the fetish items I am craving from a drive up window. That would be incredible.
The whole concept of doing a driving fetish photo shoot in San Francisco came to me by way of Mark Burnley from Serious Images (www.SeriousImages.com) He called me to discuss what I thought was a very strange yet very cool request. He wanted me to come by his studio in full rubber and take one of his visiting slaves for a public session out on the "Streets of San Francisco." It was not until I met Mark back in 2006 that I started doing much fetish work outside. He introduced me to stepping out beyond my late evening party ventures to full blown middle of the day rubber, fetish and bondage sessions.
So naturally, I had no problem accommodating Mark's request. I adorned and dressed myself and got right over. With some quick direction and my slave in tow, we drove all over SF; starting at the Serious Bondage Headquarters, stopping by Mr. S., and then ending up in the hills near the Golden Gate Bridge. It was getting cold but we were able to get the shots we needed and had a super fun day. There was more than one photographer that day, as 'normal" people ran for their cameras from their office buildings and cars as we made our rounds. I wonder where those photos ended up; at least a water cooler conversation for some.
I don't know how many of you fantasize about putting your kink out there for public display, but I can tell you that I enjoy it thoroughly. I do not like limiting myself to perverse expression only within the confines of 4-walls. Certainly there is an appropriate time and a place for everything and I get that. I do not ever intend to offend anyone. I refrain from anything I would deem explicit and I have no desire to ruin any little kidlets mind with displays of things that cannot be "unseen." Things must always be done responsibly. In reality, the idea of taking my sexual fetish work outside does not seem so good when one considers it is public domain. It does leave you wide open for ridicule, errors and judgment. A lot of things that may not be weird to me are most clearly not the norm for the general public. Even though it can be embarrassing and problematic, I believe the thrill is well worth it. As long as you are cautious, careful and respectful to others I believe exploring your fetish life away from home can be very rewarding.
Going back in time now, I still remember my first time stepping out of a car in Los Angeles while wearing a fetish inspired rubber ensemble. I believe I was attending the Los Angeles Fetish Ball, maybe 1996 or 1997? At that time I had not ventured out much with my fetish life. I had not been to any fetish clubs or events. I think when the cab pulled up to the event location I paid the driver and ran from the cab door to the entrance door. I was so afraid to be there. I wondered if I was going to be embarrassed, ridiculed or even worse. Would I be laughed at by the normal people on the street? What if I did not fit in once inside? My mind was reeling with negative possibilities.
The counterpoints to all that fear was quite a positive experience. Looking back now, I was rewarded for my bravery in the form of an intense thrill and rush. If nothing else, I was engaged and excited. By going forward and conquering my fear I was able to go outside... thus getting inside my first step to taking my fetish life out of the bedroom. That night was really a unique experience. I enjoyed the best fetish social of my life (at that time anyway). With the snap of my fingers I was inside a gorgeous Goth inspired building, surrounded by endless amounts of stimulus. There were kinky people walking everywhere. The sheer number of fetishists was creating a powerful electricity. There was also the beat of the scene music. Nothing but sex charged anthems on that night, filling my head relentlessly. It was so intoxicating at times. All that rubber, leather and bizarre costuming was a sight. I was such a rookie at that time and was strictly a submissive. My only real experience was with bondage and discipline at home. I knew very little of all that was going on outside my front door. I realized that in an instant, everything had changed for me. My street anxiety, controlled fear and nervousness switched to sheer awe and bewilderment. It was wonderful. I was surrounded by like minded fetish people wandering through their alternative community. All these people seemed to be enjoying the same brand of sexuality as I was. Not long after being welcomed inside, I was comfortable in my own rubber skin once again. In reality, as great as that feeling was, there was still a bit of disappointment.
What I realized later that evening, was that not at any moment the rest of the night did I feel as excited as when I was outside stepping out of the cab to get into the party. Outside I felt as if I were amongst the wolves of society, ready to attack me at any moment. There is a certain charge that cannot be matched when you are afraid. I liken it to being strapped down in severe bondage, waiting for your Mistress or Master to flick you with their crop in the most sensitive of places. Will it be harsh and painful or just kiss your skin with the faintest of touch? Either way, it does not really matter (but I secretly always hope for the pain so I can regret it.) When there is some true fear and trepidation you are most certainly engaged in the moment. That is why I like and enjoy venturing outside now and then. When we are amongst like minded friends on the inside where everything we do becomes normal you may discover it suddenly is normal. I do not always like that.
Comfortable is not always my cup of tea. I want to be deeply engaged and real in the moments of any fetish experience that I am having. Sometimes taking it out into the "normal" world now and then keeps me remembering what a delightfully strange sexual fetish I have. It keeps me fresh and dispels my own fear that maybe I am becoming to normal. We all need to keep our senses on high alert. That is probably half the reason we do what we do. Our fetish goes so far beyond sex so why not experiment more? Try venturing out to a party or event for starters. Get dressed at home and take a cab there. At the very least it will be interesting. Taking things outside of your normal routine could be very exciting once in awhile. You might like it more then you think. You are a fetishist after all, right?
XOXO
Gwen
Fetish By Anna is a fetish of mine.
A quote by Anna from FetishbyAnna.com
"I got tired of all ugly girls on the various fetish sites on the net today and decided to do something about it... I made my own site and filled it up with only the most beautiful girls I could find! Whether you're into bondage, nasty nylon babes, kinky lesbians, shiny latex and rubber, or simply stunning girls in unusual environments, you will find it here."
Now this is interesting. If you are anything like me, you crave hot fetish porn on a daily basis. I love smoking hot girls, fetish action, bizarre settings, kinky clothing, real bondage and a hot body connected to a sweet pussy. There are tons of pay-for-content sites out there and many of us can feel as though we have been "had" after joining. Most all promise big things and more to come. The question I am always asking is who will deliver the goods week after week? One of the things I try to do since I have access to so many sites is to help you weed out the good from the bad. I never recommend a site I would not pay for myself to join.
Getting back to Anna's quote; certainly all of these perfect and sexy girls are hard for normal women like me to compete with. Does that mean we do not have a place or the business to be here? No, I do not think so but I also do not believe that is what Anna is trying to say and either way, does it matter? Most of us are flawed human beings physically and fetish & kink are about more than how hot you are. However, it does not change my personal desire to see the best and hottest fetish sluts that I can in person or on film. I want to work with them, look at them and posses them as much as the next hot blooded human being.
I feel very lucky when I actually get to work with some of these super human sexy nymph's. So my opinion of Anna's words is that it does not offend me at all. She saw a need and she just tried to fill it by bringing us the hottest girls she could find. I want it and you want it. As long as these girls are for real and more than just models; I am all in. You can usually tell the fakes pretty easily. Either the models or the people managing the site are into it or they are not. The end result and content will tell the tale. I think it is safe to say that Anna has blended the hot model thing very well with women who are into fetish and kinky sex. Considering there are probably 20 sites with marginal talent to every good one, I think what Anna is doing is good for everyone.
FETISH by ANNA is one that I think really delivers considering my own experience in creating content for her. I shot for Anna last year and I was reviewing the pictures from the shoot just the other day. I was looking at the set we did and at others for a possible blog update. I am always looking at my personal "pleasure chest" of photo and video content, looking for things to share with you. Lucky for you there is a lot of it and much more being created as often as possible. I obviously have my own aspirations of producing hot fetish porn. I see other voids in the market and I plan to fill it doing what I do best... creating my fantasies in my head and then living them out for all of you to experience with me. That is exactly why my Rubber Dynasty membership site is being launched very soon, but that is another story.
At this time, Fetish by Anna is right up there as one of my favorite fetish porn sites to help get you off. I even got off by looking at the steamy action between Sinnamon Love and myself, created for Anna. She sure can direct a hot scene. It inspired me to go thumbing through Anna's site even further, drinking up all the visual stimulation I could handle. As I scanned the preview content I was honored to be deemed worthy of her pages. I am thankful to have been included and look forward to my next opportunity to shoot for Fetish by Anna. There are so many hot girls on her pages that it may be a long time before Anna requires my humble services again. I will keep my fingers crossed! You can check out more FREE pictures of this scene I shot for Anna by clicking the link below:
GET MORE OF THIS FREE GALLERY BY CLICKING HERE
Check out Fetish by Anna and her collection of sexy fetish girls now! The site is hot and has so many attractive fetish chicks it is not hard to understand why Anna claims to only have hot, pretty and sexy fetish girls. I know many of you reading this blog have a cock between your legs but you won't have to look at any of those on Fetish by Anna. This picture below is right from her site:
ONLY GOOD LOOKING GIRLS - NO MEN!
The website contains lots of adult pictures, videos and stories in the following niches:
* Babes in Bondage
* Nylon (stockings and pantyhose)
* Latex and Rubber girls
* Kinky lesbian pussy lickers
* Glamour girls being dirty
Just look at the picture above, I am getting moist between the legs. I wonder what it might be doing for all of my readers out there? My only question if I was you would be "where do I sign up."
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Fetish Overload in San Fransisco - Part 1 (Thursday thru Saturday leading up to ball)
I had planned on arriving in SF on Thursday early afternoon and was staying with Mark (www.SeriousImages.com) It was no surprise... I was late and missed out on shooting with Mark and January Seraph (www.JanuarySeraph.com) on that Thursday afternoon. I knew I would have to work on making up that lost opportunity. The weekend was completely booked, packed with events and modeling gigs. I had gone so far as to commit every spare moment of the time that I was to be there. It left little room for resting but I figure I can sleep as long as I want when I am dead. I even brought my my new muse with me. Utawna flew up a day after me and was set to cater to my every fetish whim for the entire weekend.
On Friday I got to shoot a few scenes with my good friend, RubberGuy. It was his first time being in front of the camera and we had a blast. I was put into this new device over at Serious Bondage, (www.SeriousImages.com) called the Ginger Bread Board (huh?). It is a cut out shape of a person, chalk outline style. It was covered in padding and vinyl and then mounted to the wall using these enormous galvanized pipes to give the bound person a totally suspended ride. As if that wasn't enough, I was also treated to a bit of electro-stimulation, or was it torture? After that hour of torment Mark thought it would be a great idea to take me outside and let Rubber Guy lock me up for a late evening cool off period in this bizarre vertical pipe & rigid cuff contraption. After locking me in standing position for an hour of exterior isolation I was begging to be let back inside. I was freezing my ass off out there, but it certainly was a heck of a way to get the party started. It more then a bit uncomfortable to be outside on display in such a manner. To have so many of Mark's neighbors looking out their 2nd and 3rd story windows, peering at me with curiosity, it was very surreal. Their curiosity was quickly met with irritation and judgment. It was a very humbling experience. Once I was locked inside that contraption there was nothing I could do but try to avoid eye contact. The humiliation and embarrassment was such a turn on!
Moving on from there, that Friday evening we went to the Club Enslaved party. The venue was great and it was a great opportunity to meet some new San Francisco based fetish freaks. Enclosed below are a few pics of Utawna and I at the event. By the way, thanks to Latex Nemesis for once again rushing out some new hoods to me with three days notice. I am in love with her craftsmanship, look and the fit of her latex wear, especially the hoods. (www.LatexNemesis.com)
Saturday I shot almost all day after getting to bed at 3:30AM that morning. It was the first time that Utawna and January Seraph (www.JanuarySeraph.com) did a scene with me together. These sessions were really sexy and arousing for me. It was awesome and we all had so much fun doing them. If this is how I define work then let me work overtime! Anyways, first I put them both into a cage and had them submit to my kinky games. It was like having to little beautiful caged birdies clamoring for their pussies to be fed. Afterward they were released, but only so that they could both be penetrated. This was accomplished using a fucking machine on January while she was forced to also be a "human" fucking machine for Utawna. We ended our day with a cute and comical competition between my two bound beauties. It will suffice to say that there is no "fair play" in bondage racing. To the winner go all the spoils! I do not want to give away to much just yet so the pics below do not reveal much.
Overall, I had a great time on Friday and Saturday shooting bondage porn. However, the party on Friday night was not as great for me as I remember it being in 2006. There was a great turnout and plenty of interesting and attractive people. For some reason I just did not have as much fun. Maybe I need to swallow a few more cocktails and let loose like I am used to doing. Conservative behavior breeds mellow experiences. I did wonder if skipping an event year in 2007 was the wrong thing for the promoters, i.e. the Mr S Store. I guess we all do what we must but when you cut off momentum it is hard to get it back right away. Hopefully, they will keep the event going strong annually and it will only get better from here. San Francisco is a fantastic city to me. I think it is a perfect place for fetish events in the U.S. and Paige and Tchukon overall put on one great effort.
Well, that covers Friday and Saturday up until the main party. The evening of the SF Fetish Ball is where I will pick up on the next installment (Part 2) so stay tuned.
XOXO
Gwen
My Fetish Updates are Sinking....Fast...
but not to worry; I just came up for air. When you dive to the depths of Rubber and Bondage Hell (or is that Heaven?) it can be very difficult to resurface even if you want to. I am sure many of you know what I mean. The road is paved with good intentions and when you're getting down and dirty, with debauchery as your sidekick, it is a bit to easy to let everything else slide.
My Blog started out as a reasonable plan to start a faster and more frequent method to keep all of you updated on a regular basis. It sure went to hell in a handbasket during the month of March and early April. My intended daily update was a good idea but had already proven to be unrealistic and morphed into an almost weekly update soon after starting. Somehow over the past 40 days that intention has turned into what may now appear as a monthly update. That is not my intentions and I will ask that all of my freaks and followers PLEASE forgive me for getting out of line... and offline for so long. I promise I will continue to be very bad and naughty and submit to all forms or punishment willingly as payment for my ill fated behavior. I will submit my body to lots of physical torment and capture it on camera for your visual enjoyment. I assume that is the best way for me to pay my social debt to the fetish society at large. I am getting back to business as usual after a very long and arduous month of fetish and bondage action, parties and photo/video sessions. I will update you on everything that has been going on very soon, so not to worry. I will be sure to go back in time and cover all that you have missed out on these past weeks.
For now, here are some sample shots from some of my recent work with the ever popular Mark and Dalton from Serious Bondage (www.SeriousImages.com). Some of the action you see below was shot on location at Gwen Media's studio. It is the production palace in Los Angeles where all girl kink is the order of the day. I am sure you all know and love their fetish media as much as I do. Not only do the make great latex fetish films but they also have a members web site. It was a real treat to be able to work with them for a day. You can check out their videos and galleries by clicking the following link: (www.GwenMedia.com).
Try it, you might like it... Rubber Doll Transformation
I have to admit that a few years back, when first introduced to the concept and imagery of female masking or total transformation, I was a bit unsure of how I felt about it. I love fully encased rubberized females, of course. Female masked and transformed dolls, male or female, was still a bit foreign to me. I love looking at most anything that resembles a beautiful woman in rubber. I could appreciate the imagery I had seen of the Rubber Sisters (www.RubberSisters.com)who are very well known to most rubber fetishists. I remember first seeing Steffy the Rubber Doll for the first time at Dom Con LA, following her around trying to snap a picture in utter amazement. Still, this female masking thing was rather odd to me. I know it fits in quite well into the realm of bizarre kink, rubber and all of that kinky stuff I like. Put a Rubber Doll in bondage and you really have my attention now. I was there, but at the same time I did not really get it and I thought the masks were kind of spooky and mannequin-like. I thought it was kind of weird... no kidding, right? In the pictures below, you can see I was enthused to be next to these sexy creatures that ;looked as if they stepped right out of display are of the Hollywood Wax Museum. I still thought it was very bizarre, yet at the same time it was so mentally stimulating for me to look at. Check out my first one on one moment with the Rubber Sisters and Steffy the Rubber Doll. These photos are from the San Francisco Fetish Ball in 2006.
I have changed quite a bit over these past 2 years. I have engaged and confirmed my love for female masks, forced feminization and transformation. I think that is quite clear by now. I just did not know any better due to a lack of experience. It is so beautiful to me to recognize my progression through the ranks of kink from a curious novice with no experience to all that I am today. I have graduated from ground zero through the ranks. My kinky sexperience is so much more extreme and exciting, reaching levels of perversion that I would never have imagined previously. The more kink inspired actions I take or do, the more I want to knock down personal barriers and limits that I have previously held. How could I know the power a female hood had over its recipient since I had never tried it? I have a countless list of kinky things I did not like or understand in the past. Things I thought I would not ever do or enjoy; only to try them and participate in those same activities to the point that it became a personal fetish or desire.
Fortunately for me, my first personal experience with female masks gave me a tasty sample into the world of Rubber Doll Transformation. The flavor changed my thinking and fetish pallet forever. It was about 2.5 years ago. I was involved in my first photo shoot with Rubber Gal (www.RubberGal.com) and during that time I was able to finally see the light. We were at the tail end of our evening together, but we had time and energy to do one more little play session. I had brought along my new female mask that I had received as a gift from my dedicated webslavester, Pet Worm. The worm is a female transformation & masking lover himself. His hope had been that I might try it out for myself. The mask he provided was made by Maskon (www.Maskon.com). Anyway, I went ahead and tugged that doll face on and it was laced up nice and snug, yet it was nothing like wearing your typical latex hood. It felt very bizarre, as if I were suddenly disconnected from reality. I was alive and well underneath the blank and silent stare of the mask, but there was this complete disconnect from expression and an inhuman quality. It felt exactly like I was trapped inside the head of a mannequin. I was not even sure I liked it at first, but after settling in I started to notice a comfort and security I had never known before. How strange it was to feel things emotionally or move my face in reaction to things being done to me, yet not able to communicate. Whatever I felt on the inside was not able to be communicated to the outside world other than by my much muffled speech or the slipping my tongue through the mouth slit (which I believe is optional). I certainly do not think I have ever had an out of body experience such as I did when wearing that mask. Despite the expressionless doll like features, I was surprised that it made me feel so sexy and turned on. I felt so free with my face hidden behind a wall of rubber that my mind buried itself deep inside the cocoon the mask had created. It did not even seem like it was me anymore. What a way to lose yourself in the moment and feel that complete anonymity of becoming someone or something else. It turns out, Rubber Doll or Doll Transformation is just another extension of my desire to become something other than myself; another way to be transformed into a sexual being that has no accountability for what he or she does or what is being done to them. Being able to obtain such inner freedom and escape is truly a wonderful experience. Check out the pics below of my first time introduction into the world of Rubber Doll Transformation. I am in the mask and that is Rubber Gal faux shaving my smooth bald crown. That is yet another fetish of mine. I just have to be strapped down and have some sexy Mistress weild clippers to rid me of my hair and then shave the stubble off of my head; someday, maybe. Now that would be what I call scary!
As a true female, I imagine my experience is less erotic than it might be for men as my transformation is not quite as far of a journey. The more people I meet, the more I realize how many men are mesmerized with the idea of female transformation. For women, not only is it the most ultimate form of flattery but it is so damn hot for a man to attempt to emulate the appeal that is the female form. Even for men who aren't as comfortable with their inner female, the option of doing Forced Feminization is just as appealing, if not more, for me. If they are not turned on by the idea at first, I am certain I can make sure that they are sooner then later. One can not ignore the stimulus of the humiliation factor either. I love that part, especially when I am the one forcing the transformation as Mistress Gwendolyn. The individual aspects concerning the overall make up of the transformation can not be ignored. In effect, when enjoying forced feminization, it can free the person being transformed from any internal responsibility or issues. This way, they are allowed to just enjoy the experience. Also the more you can get the subject to cross over the more it empowers the person orchestrating the transformation. You can allow yourself to truly get in touch with what you find appealing within their transformation and the result is a mutual escape from reality.
I guess for me this all ties in with being a switch player. Ultimately, the more we experience on all sides of the sexual realm, the more we understand each other and how to better serve our needs. I have often been so into the typically "male" aggressor role, when I am in control or transforming my male slave that I am surprised at how powerful the instinct is over me. Where did that nice, sweet little lady go to? Conversely, the more I am into my role as the aggressor, the controller and the dominant, the easier it is for my subject to slip into theirs and give in to being my female doll slut. Funny how that works; if your subject is giving you control, you better take it back!
The process of feminine transformation is not a fast and easy journey. The first part of my forced transformation communication (with men specifically) may go something like this:
You can not just become a woman overnight. You can not expect to emulate the pure sexuality and beauty by covering your maleness with a rubber hood. Transformation starts within and then must be brought forward. It begins with subtleties. Take this week to begin your transformation from male scum to female butterfly. You will perform the following to the best of your male ability:
First, you will go to a store and purchase a plain notebook which you will entitle simply “transformation”. Upon the completion of each task, you will chronicle your feelings and emotions before during and after each task. You will keep your book updated at all times should I wish to evaluate your training.
Next, go to the nearest Sephora or Department Store where your assignment is to identify your female scent. This is an important task as a woman feels, smells and acts at all times feminine. You will not accept help from any able bodied female who will volunteer her services. This is your task and to assign it to a capable female is of no benefit to me. This is an important task. Do not shrug it off or neglect to take your time and truly identify your associative smell. This scent will become your female trigger and the mere whiff of it will send your mind whirling into a submissive plight of servitude and femininity.
After we have committed you to your feminine scent, your identity transformation can begin. As a female, you must and will shave your legs from the hips down. Eventually we will remove all body hair, but you must get used to the feel of your transformation in stages. There is no way for you to escape your male pig identity and filth if you are covered with unruly hair. You will shave in a hot bath, carrying out the action softly, slowly and carefully. You will take notice of and caress your legs. You will take great measure to preserve the beauty of your skin. Avoid any unnecessary nicks or cuts. To cause you pain is not the objective, but if it must be... it certainly is not to be self inflicted due to your clumsiness. If you do not know how a razor works by now you had better learn quickly...
Of course, there is much more to my design. This is just a sample of how it might go if you were my subject. To see what might happen from there you will just have to keep visiting my blog. I hope you find my idea of transformation exciting. For anyone who is not familiar with this fetish, here are some of my favorite Doll sites and where I find my inspiration. First off I would have to say my favorite is the site of Monica & Jacline, better known as The Rubber Sisters. If you haven't seen their site lately be sure to check out the great new look and functionality. They have the most amazing masks, costumes and sets. They must be the hottest and kinkiest rubber twins around.
(www.RubberSisters.com)
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Of course, one would be remiss if they were not to also mention Steffy the Rubber Doll. This living doll is basically the Rubber Doll ICON, at least in my eyes. Be sure to visit Steffy's website to find out more about her and the kink filled lifestyle she leads:
(www.steffytherubberdoll.com)
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In have done some investigation on the web for resources, but many are new to me. I have not personally tried any of these products from the companies listed below. Maskon and those listed below seem to be the most interesting female transformation suppliers for masks and body suits. Here are the sample pics and the links:
Photogenic Mask has super sexy female masks for those on a large budget. Their masks combine ultra realistic features and gorgeous details. This covers two fetishes of mine: female transformation and Asian women, but they do have something called Euro1, 2 and 3 for more conventional Caucasian styles.
(www.photogenicmask.com)
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I just recently discovered FEMSKIN.
Their female skin suits are so sexy and realistic, yet out of this
world bizarre at the same time. How perfect is that! I think I am
going to have to find a way to get one soon. I can not wait to have
that smooth rubbery skin wrapped around my body! I can only imagine
how incredible it might feel once inside the suit. What I do know is
that I can imagine myself inside and I bet you can to. Perfect for transforming the men but sexy and kinky enough for me to want to try as well.
(www.femskin.com)
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I also discovered another source for female masks from Nikki's Monster Shop.
They seem to have some very exciting masks available. A rubber doll
friend of mine highly recommends their product. Yet another option!
(www.nikkismonstershop.com)
I hope I have communicated as much helpful information as possible. I love being transformed into a Rubber Doll and I adore transforming others into my personal living Dolls as well. If it is being done against their will... even better! As one who previously did not understand this fetish (due to ignorance), I have officially gone over to the Doll Side. I'll see you there.
XOXO
Gwen